So I’ve wasted my entire summer. I’ve done 4 things: Jossy’s video game party, hung with Emily twice and body worlds with my cousin. Ive done 3 grad parties (all sucked or were with people I dont like there). I’ve made countless plans to do things, and by some unfortunate fate, I havent done any of them. Tonight was the final straw. I, apparently, cannot go beyond Rochester to visit a friend. In FACT, the friend IN Rochester, wont even make an effort to see me. The 2 pieces of good news I got today? 1.) That my best friend in Delaware could stay at my house for my grad party! :D And 2.) that my friend in Rochester could hang with me a Darien Lake, on my parents!!!!.

And then it death spiraled. Courtney is deathly afraid of driving anywhere by herself. I even told her there was space for a friend too, if that would help. Now she’s citing the family baby (which she more or less raises)….but theres parents? Or a daycare?

Dani is refusing to even ASK her parents about it. She said all her weekends are full up…which I doubt…and SHES the one claiming I cant ever hang out with her.

WTF?

So here, I am, giving up on summer. I have done nothing at all worthwhile. I have wasted time and space around the house. I have tried to get busy and do things with people, and every time it has failed. So….here I am. I give up.